thank you to the ones who you know will be there when push comes to shove. Good bye to those who are only along for the ride. Its about the long term relationships. The ones who are loyal, trust worthy and kind; lending an open ear and always being there no matter what who puts aside their own problems to listen and help you with your own. But every one has a limit, sometimes the the harder most hurtful decision is the best one in the long run. and you have to be rational and think about the long run. everyone wants good things for their long term lives. Others deserve better than short term happiness, because in reality happiness should never ever be something that’s short term! i understand that you only live once and you should live for the moment. but keep in mind that its only JUST a moment and your life is made up of MANY moments not just one.
My first orlando carnival was great! I already posted about my ice bar night, but the soca party was FUN!
I got dolled up in my favorite teal dress :] and christopher picked me and sam up and we headed out to chillers we sucked rum took shots before we got there and i thought i was going to be solo but! my boyfriend surprised me :] I was standing in line texting him that i missed him and wished he was here then chris saw him and said “thats kevin!” i jumped out of line and look down towards the stop sign and it was him indeed! :] we went in and i waited for him then our night began it was an all round good night except for me loosing everyone lol but i found them again i danced quite a bit and had loads of fun! i wish it didn’t end so early though. after we had gino’s which was DELICIOUS! kevin insisted that i go back to new smyrna with him so he took me home i got my stuff at like 4 in the morning and we headed up to new smyrna but instead of taking me home he took me to watch the sunrise :] then we went home showered and laid in bed and talked till like 9 in the morning then we fell asleep woke up to storms cuddled up even closer and went right back to sleep till 4 then we got up watched TV ate some delicious home cooked food then we watched more TV hugged up rolled around and had an “us” day it was honestly a great day with him then it was getting late so i came home. showered and called him the went right to sleep! then i woke up this morning and went to get my computer my father ordered for me and now im installing programs and stuff on to it. Tomorrow is work which will be a serious drag and then the rest of the week im free then i have to undergo surgery on tuesday =\
Last night was fucking wild! My twin chris came and picked me up then we headed by sam’s house we sat in the house alone and sucked rum. Plently ciroc before Sam came! Then she came home told us we were drunks lol got dressed and we headed to ice bar! Then we drank more ciroc and sprite and got Sam to take a shot! Walked to icebar with cups in our hands (me and chris, not Sam because me and chris are drunk fools lol) got 3 free drinks lol one each and then we started to suck down long islands and sex on the beach! Vodka will be the death of me :( Before 1130 we were sitting down trying to get sober enough to dance. Then lici and Alexis and sharda found me and we all got on EXTRA BAD! Lol I was sandwiched between ass lol sharda bending over behind me and Alicia infront. Even some guys came up and told me “you’re getting the most ass out here!” And of course my number one and I got on extremely bad my go dung partner my bestfriend
I’m sick. :( but it’s one of my bestfriends birthday today so I must drag my sneezy stuffy self to ice bar and celebrate! But first I go bug Samanta ^__^ because I like to harass her lol :) yay for Orlando carnival! :D
So I was Orlando bound today. Then I met up with my friend to help them blow insane money.. We chilled and I had a great time honestly it was a care free day filled with adventure, new things, Justin beiber’s boyfriend song, and heart to hearts. I don’t even have to worry about anything.. Just complete chill mode today. :)
So my one year with my boyfriend was wonderful ;) nothing short of amazing! I love him.. Spent the entire weekend with him! It was the most intense intimate situation EVER :) I loved every second of it. And Even better news, my long lost friend and I finally linked up :) and have much catching up to do! And I can’t wait!
